Oh my gosh! Today Eric Ryan was sooo fussy! Nothing I did calmed him down. I caried him, bathed him, fed his earlier then I'm supposed to, nothing worked! To top it off the nurse had to leave early so I wasnt able to get my 3 hr nap this morning! I think I got about 2 hrs sleep last night, so I'm kinda in zombie mood.

Tonight I gave Ryan his 1st dose of the kepra. I've heard positive & negative effects from my mommy friends in my Yahoo support group. So, I guess only time will tell. One of the side effects is fussiness/moodiness. Im not sure if I'll be able to tell the difference since Ryan has those days anyways. I guess if it acts up more then normal I'll know.

I am super excited about tommorow though, the nurse is going to be hear from 9am-9pm, so we're going to the beach! South Padre Island baby! Its going to be an awesome break for me especially after the day we had today.

Im a little irritated at Big Eric right now though. He called a few times from work to check up on Ryan & everytime he heard how fussy he was. He knew I was fustrated & I was really looking forward ot him coming home & giving me a break. Well, when he got home I went to the store to get things for tommorow. Eric Ryan was still fussy when I got back, but what do you think Big Eric did? He went up to the room & fell asleep! I was so mad! BUt instead of following him up & causeing a huge blow up, I just picked Ryan up & say sang to him. After about an hour of that, he fell alseep next to me. But, he only slept for about 30mins. When he woke up, I got everything & came upstairs. Big Eric startled & gave me an ugly look. I know it was because we woke him up, but I really dont care right now! I just put Ryan in his crib & came over to check my e-mail.

I cant hear Ryan crying anymore so, I'm guessing he fell asleep. That means I should try & get some sleep to. All I need is to fall asleep at the beach & get sunburned!